January 23, 2005

no time to write post.. this beautiful song


I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afarid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps fallnig faster

Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life ive waiting
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afarid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waitied

Posted by Delwin at 1/23/2005 08:04:00 PM

January 16, 2005

hey hey my eyes are damn heavy in my friends's house... as heavy as as it can be... alright i will keep it short and sweet practically this whole week was a slack week last sunday was live firing ... ... OC of my company made a decision to halt the live firing to the fact that it was raining catz and dogs..to our greater delight, OC had granted night off we were allowed to go out hang around alright too sleepy have to sleep le.. should i say leave from my friend house sign out. ;)_

Posted by Delwin at 1/16/2005 01:05:00 AM

January 8, 2005

hey heys lots of things to say i will start one on a day by day basis..


Day1 ... When we book in , we had to pack all the stuffs.. already Early in the morning getting ready for River Crossing seems fun ehz. we had our body totally wet..we had fun totally actually other than the cold water... we reach camp around 11+.. we were told that we are having SOC test tml... sian SOC omg... SOC is an VETO factor meaning its must pass factor 1000 mins... omg can i pass arghz like in trial test 9.30... not htinking much i slept asap....
Day2 What a RUSH ...i almost overslept in the morning .... after breakfast, giving the blur and tired look we started SOC i started running the pace for everyone was fast... duing the first 700m i ran quite slow reaching the low wall 3m15s.. i was thinking damn i have to run faster... after clearing the 200m of obstacles my timing was 6m flat.. i was quite relieved... running back 600m... i wanted to look at the timing but my watch didnt countdown as before i ran ran until i came in i asked PTI my timing was 934.. sian ½.. after soc, we rushed back to load everything else to be loaded... we were in FBO... carrying so many things what the fark....
When we reached amoy que camp we quite shocked by the dilapidated of the building. but who cares... within and hour we set our mission at mandai area...we already quite sadden by the fact that we cant have a ride in the chinhooks... that helicopter that has 2 propellers... they are in Aceh helping the disaster.. We started missions upon missions because we trained overnight i will start talking about my mission next in the next day.
Day3 3AM.
this my mission i was in charged we were charging down slope i slipped and fell all the way downslope ... i twisted my ankle and bruises and all over.. i was quite in pain... my PC excued me for the rest of the mission..
after reaching camp site, i bath and slept from 7pm to next morning 5.30am damn tired.
Day4 I wanted to report sick by then... watching the hopeful reporting sick been turned away by warren, i eventually walked away. that Day we had our another watermanship training.... assault boating... i cant describe much .. confidental lolx actually i wrote so long lazy to write liao ... but it was quite fun lucky i didnt report sick ..
Day5 Demolitation LIVE firing... wahahahha the charges we learned were put into used the explosion power was enormous.. able to shake a 5 Tonne...anyway in the morning i finally decided to report sick i was quite shocked though ... a loose ankle the MO said might have temporay downgraded for 6 months.. i replied NO WAY wait till i finish my SGT course den say..
Day 6 had a ET 9 KM run and FIBUA lecture and book out whaahha have to book in later tml have live firing

Posted by Delwin at 1/08/2005 04:33:00 PM

January 2, 2005

Preparation for sister 's birthday..

ballons and flags are placed on the ceilings floors are swept and almost ready for my relatives.. hehe
Gone back to prepare more stuffs

Posted by Delwin at 1/02/2005 10:51:00 AM

January 1, 2005

A special song for a special person

I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why I need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is You [x4] I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you

Posted by Delwin at 1/01/2005 10:06:00 PM

OMG another earthquake.
a another earthquake measured 6.5 measured of sumatra..

Posted by Delwin at 1/01/2005 06:05:00 PM

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Posted by Delwin at 1/01/2005 11:42:00 AM